Back to school tomorrow. I'm really not ready!
Today while I was getting the last minute things organised I could feel myself working up to a panic.
I don't think it is just the return to school that worries me - it's the return to regular life. Back to work after 10 months off. Back to cooking and cleaning and doing all the jobs that other people have helped me with since the transplant. Back to after school activities and a busy schedule.
Maybe the anticipation is worse than the reality? Maybe once we're back into it it will be OK?? Maybe???